Xxxtigerxxx, 56

one has called me many things -mother ,lover ,witch ,prophet, talented ,brazen, sociopath ,visionary, beautiful, heartless, passionate, insatiable, unpredictable ,instable , wise,reliable,demon ,angel , temptation ,salvation , dangerous ,obsession, tainted ,broken ,strong- i might be all these things or none of them ,it does not really matter .your opinion of me will change with whatever expectation i will or will not fulfil ,it is human nature. i am zirgohian in philosophy and christian by faith. in some cases i have been the first thing that someone saw when entering this world, more than once i have been the last thing. i have been shot, drowned, poisoned and am still here. there were times i tried to destroy myself and have survived that as well. i am stronger and smarter than most but am definitely not infallible.do not sugar coat ,i loathe it .do not lie to me ,say what you do and do what you say and we will get along .do not beat around the bush -tell me what you want and i might give it to you . you have to be one of these 3 things to catch and hold my interest-exceptionally intelligent, pure of heart, extraordinarily talented in some field. if you lie, hurt other beings for sport or ambiguousness, are lazy (in mind, spirit or in life in general), if you are self centred, a dogmatic, a bigot, fanatic, careless, have no manners, please stay away. -things you should be willing to live with if you want to be my friend : ) -i see dead people -i talk to god and he talks back -i am the manic painter, the depressed poet, obsessed musician and the mad scientist rolled into one-there is nothing i cannot do (seriously) except spell or give directions -i am probably the craziest thing that will ever happen to you but if you are faithful to me and refrain from lying , i will be loyal and stand by your side when all the others are long gone-i have strong opinions and- i will voice them!-i am afraid of many things but will back down from nothing if the cause is just.