Novemberblut, 39

Hello world, this is Me.A modern version of old school decadent idealist.I long for the past cause in that way I know that sometimes long ago there was an Ideal of Eternal Beauty and divine Aesthetics in Art which will exist never again.I'm Art addict in every way.I live here and there,depends of my state of mind but my suitcases are always packed.Maybe bizarre sometimes,trying to find my own way to express my beliefs. Maybe sometimes just misunderstood in my neuroticism.But I think I'm really nice in my own way when you take time to know me better. I don't want all people to like me because I don't like all people.I'm hard to be impressed by anything.The level of my empathy for trivial things is far below the average but that doesn't mean I'm emotionless person.I only save my emotions for moments that are worth of it.I don't understand casual lifestyle nor do I have any toleration toward liars and hypocritical people.I don't have life philosophy or concept of living.I don't look to find sense in life.I've been vegeterian ever since I stepped in this world.Somehow, the taste of meat was disgusting to me and the only animal product I liked was milk. My family was shocked also by my philosophy about food cause unfortunately I was raised in a family of carnivores.Few years ago I've said to myself it's about time to stop drinking even my beloved milk cause I wanted to have body pure of animal products. I've been researching a lot about healthy nutrition and animals and decision was made.I base my nutritition on fruits, vegetables and whole grain cereals, I collect recipes and finally...I can't control many things in this world but I can control what I will put in my mouth.I don't regret and never will cause I'm happy with myself this way.If others mind what is in my plate,I will simply ignore them.I have no need to apologize to the people who don't understand me.They never will anyway.